It's hard to believe that all this patience might pay off soon.
That's all I am going to say.
On a different note, I just got back from spending a weekend in Orlando, Florida with the TNU Gospel Choir. We went to Orlando to minister to Haitian people at their churches. I have never experienced anything like that. They worship like I've never seen before! It was such an overwhelming experience to have sang "It Is Well" in their native language. I got tears in my eyes! It was SO INCREDIBLY POWERFUL. God moves in the craziest of ways. I started off the weekend not excited at all, and by the end I was so thankful for the opportunity. I'm making a change. When I worship, I'm really going to worship. My God deserves that from me.
"WORSHIP is: Our response both personal and corporate to GOD- for who HE is! and for what HE has done! Expressed in and by the things we say and the way we live." -Louie Giglio
Peace & Blessins,
College Girl
Thursday, April 15, 2010
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Baby I'm a Fool
"Baby I should hold on just a moment and be sure it’s not for vanity,
Look me in the eye and tell me love is never based upon insanity,
Hear the way my heart is beating every other moments fleeting,
Kiss me now,
Don’t ask me how."
Baby I'm a Fool.
Melody Gardot
Look me in the eye and tell me love is never based upon insanity,
Hear the way my heart is beating every other moments fleeting,
Kiss me now,
Don’t ask me how."
Baby I'm a Fool.
Melody Gardot
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
This Situation.
Now, c'mon bud, this is just getting ridiculous.
WHY DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT YOU MAKE MY HEART STOP?
WHY DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT MAYBE WE CAN GROW UP TOGETHER?
WHY DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT YOU CAN STOP PLAYING THESE GAMES NOW?
WHY DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT I AM ABSOLUTELY, POSITIVELY, WITHOUT A DOUBT CRAZY ABOUT YOU?
it's just not fair.
You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes,
I can't pretend although I try to hide
I like you, I like you.
-"You Got Me" by Colbie Caillat
Peace & Blessins,
College Girl
WHY DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT YOU MAKE MY HEART STOP?
WHY DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT MAYBE WE CAN GROW UP TOGETHER?
WHY DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT YOU CAN STOP PLAYING THESE GAMES NOW?
WHY DON'T YOU REALIZE THAT I AM ABSOLUTELY, POSITIVELY, WITHOUT A DOUBT CRAZY ABOUT YOU?
it's just not fair.
You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes,
I can't pretend although I try to hide
I like you, I like you.
-"You Got Me" by Colbie Caillat
Peace & Blessins,
College Girl
Saturday, April 3, 2010
Friday, April 2, 2010
Until Now
Is it wrong to want to shout in someone's face and beg them to just tell you their feelings?
That's what I want to do pretty much everyday right now. I hate the feeling of being crazy about someone and not being able to do anything about it cause you don't want to ruin what you already have going. It makes my head hurt just thinking about it. Part of me knows that I have some growing up to do. The other part of me wonders why I'm not good enough how I am right now. Why can't we be together WHILE I grow up?
The thing is, while it might hurt and drive me crazy every single second of the day...he's worth waiting for. I've never met anyone who can make me think about things I've tried to ignore. I've never met someone who makes me want to listen to slow songs even though they used to just make me depressed. I've never met someone who makes me want to do something right with my life, no matter how scary it might be. Until now.
I wish that it was as easy now as it was when we were in elementary school. Writing a note saying, "Check yes or no." Why is it not that easy? Why do we make things SO, SO complicated? Everything is complicated and it's not fair.
Maybe that's why I need to grow up. Because things aren't simple as a grown up. Things change. On the other hand, maybe that is the part of me that is right. How will I ever know?
In closing, here are the words to a song that really make me think of someone. Well, certain parts of the song do more than others. Enjoy.
"Vanilla Twilight"
Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
Vanilla Twilight
Peace & Blessins,
College Girl
That's what I want to do pretty much everyday right now. I hate the feeling of being crazy about someone and not being able to do anything about it cause you don't want to ruin what you already have going. It makes my head hurt just thinking about it. Part of me knows that I have some growing up to do. The other part of me wonders why I'm not good enough how I am right now. Why can't we be together WHILE I grow up?
The thing is, while it might hurt and drive me crazy every single second of the day...he's worth waiting for. I've never met anyone who can make me think about things I've tried to ignore. I've never met someone who makes me want to listen to slow songs even though they used to just make me depressed. I've never met someone who makes me want to do something right with my life, no matter how scary it might be. Until now.
I wish that it was as easy now as it was when we were in elementary school. Writing a note saying, "Check yes or no." Why is it not that easy? Why do we make things SO, SO complicated? Everything is complicated and it's not fair.
Maybe that's why I need to grow up. Because things aren't simple as a grown up. Things change. On the other hand, maybe that is the part of me that is right. How will I ever know?
In closing, here are the words to a song that really make me think of someone. Well, certain parts of the song do more than others. Enjoy.
"Vanilla Twilight"
Owl City
The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here
I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly
I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone
As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight
When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here
Vanilla Twilight
Peace & Blessins,
College Girl
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